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Dampe	Hello old friends,	Lead	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 14:39:55) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Tags : None It's been awhile, how've you been? Ah, myself, I have seen better times I am afraid. About two weeks ago I flew down to Tucson to see a girl. It was the first time I flew, and the furthest I've ever been away from home. Alas, the only thing my passion ever seems to ignite is bridges. Back in November I went up to Minnepolis to watch the Shins. It was @#%$ awesome. I'm going to get a 4-track with my tax-return. Next fall I'm going to be attending college. I'm pretty excited about it too. I'm going to put my head to the wall. My goal is to get a full ride scholarship to medical school. Piss on politics. That's all I have to say reguarding the elections. As for myself coming back to the boards after years, I get quite misanthropic at times, I guess. It's nice to escape to a place of virtual friends. You bitches should be paying me royalties for phrases like "@#%$ you, I'm leaving" RESPECT. When every other part of love seemed locked behind shutters, I knew what worthless dregs we've always been. -Dampe
L33T Dunkinbean	Re: Hello old friends,	#1	[-]
Posts: 4049 (01/30/04 14:48:25) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	The last time you came back you were a hoax made by Snip and Koorosh, and fooled us all (Well, mostly me. Okay, just me. Go away). Liar.
Unregistered(d)	Re: Hello old friends,	#2	[-]
Posts: 0 (01/30/04 17:22:56) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	this dampe is a hoax too. --------------------- Sorry if i wrote something incorrectly, remember that im Venezuelan and my first languaje is the spanish...
Dampe	shawn	#3	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 22:23:49) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Negative as far as me being a hoax, it's interesting that I came back as a hoax previously, what did I do? Hmmm, how do I prove I'm not a hoax? It's been awhile. My old aim was bobquackers, my new one is mrHankChinaski.
Dampe	asdf	#4	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 22:27:02) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Might I add I don't know who the hell Snip and karoosh or whoever are. Unless by Snip you mean Parsnip, and if so, do you know his currently used AIM name?
Unregistered(d)	Re: shawn	#5	[-]
Posts: 0 (01/30/04 22:27:43) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	What was the subject of the site we did together a long time ago?
Dampe	asdfasdf	#6	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 22:41:06) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Ahhh....Freakin' Christ Efriet, that was awhile ago... Um, the photo album I made is still up somewhere in geocities... I remember you and I used to have an rpg type thing at Gimdin's boards, I used the name "Qualm" The password to the site we made was "Chriscarter"
Unregistered(d)	Re: asdfasdf	#7	[-]
Posts: 0 (01/30/04 22:47:17) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Close enough. Welcome back to the boards, man
Dampe	asdf	#8	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 22:58:54) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Thanks, I don't see myself as being a regular poster. I'm just...depressed right now. I mean REALLY depressed. Like, if my parents owned a fire-arm it would be to my head. Why you ask? WOMEN. I fell hard for this girl I worked with this summer. I had a girlfriend when we origionally met, so at first we just became really close friends. Then she left for college. Of course my girlfriend and I broke up after that. Thanksgiving/Christmas break and she comes back from college, and we hang out again, and I fell for her. Then she left. The wierd thing is, she never said goodbye when she left so I went to Tucson to find out what was up. She didn't know I was coming, I just showed up on her porch. She was happy to see me, and we hung out and I stayed at her apartment. When I get back, I'm in the same place I was before; I can't get her to talk to me. Then I get sent this letter saying that college is the time in a person's life when you get to be completely selfish. That is the state she's "in" right now. She doesn't want to continue our friendship, as she feels "Guilty and uncomfortable." I am precisely two feet tall. I can't concentrate, I can't sleep. All I can think about is her. It makes me feel like love is dead. Maybe I'm just a sentimental fool, but I can't concieve how she can just throw away all the time we spent together. She told me to stop romanticizing our friendship. "It was what it was." Ugh, just reading that sentence makes me feel nauseous. I feel misled, I thought we had a connection, but she doesn't even care about me. I don't care about anything now. It all seems pointless. Sigh
Reitz	Re: asdf	#9	[-]
Posts: 3461 (01/30/04 23:01:16) Some Guy Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	No, girls really suck. But you will get over it. @#%$, it's only been five months since I left my ex, and I'm feelin' a lot better.
Reitz	Re: asdf	#10	[-]
Posts: 3461 (01/30/04 23:02:31) Some Guy Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	And she basically pulled the same thing. Six years and she dropped it like a rabid ferret.
Dampe	...	#11	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 23:08:27) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	I know I'm being a baby, but I don't WANT to get over it. The way I see it I'm just going to get my heart broken again by some other girl. I can't deal with it. Life doesn't really seem that appealing anyways. You work for 40 years, making some rich bastard richer, retire, accomplish nothing, die a nobody, just like the millions before you, millions behind you. I know happiness is fleeting, be it a cigarette, (Still one of my vices) a beer, a good movie, etc. But I'd estimate that 90% of the time I'm bored, sad, annoyed, feeling anything but good basically. And that's a generous estimate. Is that 10% really enough to make life worthwhile? I wish I had the balls to run away to some tropical island and comb the beaches and be a hobo. That's my idea of paradise: no responsibility, no emotional baggage, the only thing I have to worry about is sustenance.
Reitz	Re: ...	#12	[-]
Posts: 3461 (01/30/04 23:14:37) Some Guy Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	I felt the same way up until about a month ago.
Dampe	...	#13	[-]
Posts: 8 (01/30/04 23:22:39) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	I appreciate your wisdom Reitz, but you have to account that I'm young and I hate elders... Just kidding. The thought of this taking months to get over is seriously enough to make me jump off a cliff. I can't even look at other girls without comparing them to her. Hmm.... I guess that's half the problem right there, in my mind she's perfect. Logic should be slapping me in the face but it's not... That's the REAL problem. Ugh, emotions. I wish I was a vulcan. How can a stupid crush be destroying me? Especially when she probably doesn't even think about me. The only thing my passion ever seems to ignite are bridges. I wouldn't be so down if I knew that she fondly thought about me. I'm afraid that she's going to remember me as a burden. Part of my wanting to become a doctor and succeed is to spite her. Her and all the rest of the nay sayers. I suppose all this negative @#%$ has one positive angle: It motivates me. (Even though it's for the wrong reasons.)
Reitz	Re: ...	#14	[-]
Posts: 3461 (01/30/04 23:35:56) Some Guy Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	I used extreme amounts of escapism (games, movies, etc) at first; then really just found interesting things to see and do, people to hang out with, and noticed one day that I didn't think about it all the time, if at all. That's not to say I'm completely better, but I'm far along the road. Better this happened to you NOW than after being dug in for six years, and engaged.

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